CONFUSION OR ILLUSION…???

CONFUSION OR ILLUSION…???

As I looked thru my  hostel’s  window…..

Imagining  a glance at my ‘after study  life’ …..

here i quote my first dream view about my future life-----

Things around me are new.....

A new place of stay.....

A new  view...

As I look out through.....

There are tall coconut trees.....

The breeze just goes through whispering in my ear drums...

‘Friends ,family…adventure’….topped  my PRIORITY LIST…

 A successful career is the only treasure i felt was missed...:(

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And now the other dream view of my life…..

HERE IT GOES…..

This one takes me to a view .....

familiar yet unexplored.....

A busy life takes a toll of me...

The success ever dreamt, is bestowed on me..

Respect,admiration and responsibility ...got all...

Yet what worries me...is a fear to fall.....

why does a void still stay....???

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And then …..!!!!

A sudden jerk moves me...

all scenes hush up and there I see sumone's back.....

That 'old wrinkled sumone' who is resting on an easy chair...

As I move closer to have a glance...

that was'OLD ME'  and in utter shock...I am out of the above mentioned trance.....!!!!

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That 'old me' was pondering over:-

"Had I lived

The way I wished...???"

Answer....alas...I couldn't hear......

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Is happiness in a busy life --a mere illusion....

WHY AM I IN THE ' TWO VIEW CONFUSION '?

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can my life be a combo of the two 'FUTURE VIEWS.....??

Will i live the way i wish.....

or circumstances decide the way....??

each day I wake up with a passion.…’its my day’…..

I think the rest is on what destiny has to play….!!!!.